Monday, November 13, 2006

Anxiety

I think I always want life to move along faster than it actually does.

Does everyone else also think in steps ahead?

What good does worrying do me?

I'm always preoccupied with future events. I wish that I could learn to live in the moment. Worrying prevents me from living in the moment.

I really want to feel that I'm accomplishing something. Usually, I'm not accomplishing anything. Or maybe I'm accomplishing things at a rate so slow that I don't feel that I'm really doing anything. This is probably why I worry so much. If I accomplished one great thing, I wonder if I'd be satisfied. I doubt that I would.

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