School makes me ill

I got sick last night. I threw up all over the place. I caught some kind of flu from my dad, but part of me feels it had to do with coming back to Eau Claire. Crap. I really want to be done with school. It causes me so much worry. My days are just full of doing junk for school. I have to write some stupid reflection paper this weekend. I will end up writing a whole lot of BS for that. I wish I had time to actually reflect on my life. School psychology is really not my life. This can't be my real life. I feel like my real life is on hold and I'm waiting for it to come back.