Not orally communicable...

I didn't get the internship in Carroll County.

I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with my life. It's looking like it's not going to be school psychology. I can't seem to get my foot in the door.

I'm so stupid to have gone into a field that deals with people. Why the hell did I do that? I guess I didn't realize how crappy my social skills are until recently. I've had a professor and a practicum supervisor tell me that I have "potential" but need to be better at coming across verbally to people. I'm so sick of being smart but being a nervous weirdo. I feel like I'll never impress someone in an interview...

I'm debating whether or not I'll actually try to finish this thesis thing. I feel like I've run out of internship options out by Jake for next year, so I'm wondering if there is a point. It's not like I actually want to go through with doing orals. Blah.