Saturday, February 04, 2006

What if I don't get an internship?

I think that it is a real possibility that I might not get an internship out by Jake. I don't know if that would be horrible or not. Does my life always have to follow a well-planned out trajectory? It scares me to not know what I'm going to do next. I always feel like I should have a plan. The plan right now is to work on becoming a school psych. But maybe it wouldn't kill me to spend some time trying something different out. I could find a different job somewhere by Jake if I was given some time. I don't think that it would break my heart if I didn't become a school psychologist. But I will be pissed if I can't get a job that at least requires a college degree. After all, I have been in school for the past six years. I'm going to have to pay off all this school soon.

1 comment:

guammy_bear said...

If you could have any job in the world, what would it be?

I really like the idea of writing and illustrating kids books.

Or travel photography/writing.

Or journalism.

Or being a weather woman...just because it's vaguely glamourous but not really terrifically important beyond your specific locale. I couldn't be famous. I'm not at all gracious.

Did I make up that word? Locale?

Mostly I want to work independently and creatively. I really think I want to write or something asinine and selfish.